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Liter\u0101ri rado\u0161ais \u017eurn\u0101ls<\/h2>\n\n\n\n

Liter\u0101r\u0101 Auss<\/h2>\n\n\n\n

J\u016blijs<\/h3>\n\n\n\n

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Ievadraksts<\/h2>\n\n\n\n

T\u0101 vien \u0161\u0137iet, Laika Vecim \u0161ogad atmi\u0146a s\u0101kusi \u201cpieklibot\u201d, t\u0101d\u0113\u013c vi\u0146\u0161 netceras, k\u0101da bijusi iepriek\u0161\u0113j\u0101 diena un viena diena mums ir vasara, bet jau n\u0101kam\u0101- rudens. Vai varb\u016bt Br\u0101\u013ci-Gadalaiki atkal sastr\u012bd\u0113ju\u0161ies? Un tom\u0113r- vasara ir sav\u0101 plaukum\u0101 un varam izbaud\u012bt ar\u012b \u012bstas vasaras dienas. Litausis ir optimists, lai k\u0101di \u0161\u0137\u0113r\u0161\u013ci tam nen\u0101ktu priek\u0161\u0101, un tas sag\u0101d\u0101jis jaunus priekus un p\u0101rsteigumus saviem las\u012bt\u0101jiem ar\u012b \u0161om\u0113nes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0101kot ar j\u016bnija m\u0113nesi, \u201cImavudas\u201d m\u0101jas lapas labaj\u0101 pus\u0113 las\u012bt\u0101ji var atrast m\u016bsdienas pasakas \u201cNaktsm\u012btne\u201d Audio\/video variantu (Al \u0123ener\u0113t\u0101 variant\u0101) . T\u0101pat ar\u012b \u0161om\u0113nes m\u016bsdienu pasakas \u201cSmaragda gaiss\u201d notikumu turpin\u0101jums un, k\u0101 jau ierasts, Ed\u012btes Vartones \u201cVasara\u201d tulkotais variants, savu ce\u013cu turpina \u201cNakts taksometrs\u201d .<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tiksimies n\u0101kamaj\u0101 m\u0113nes\u012b, ar sveicieniem- j\u016bsu Litausis.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Smaragda gaiss<\/h2>\n\n\n\n

M\u016bsdienu pasaka<\/strong><\/h2>\n\n\n\n

3.turpin\u0101jums<\/h3>\n\n\n\n

Imalda Vuda<\/h3>\n\n\n\n

Sve\u0161inieki st\u0101v\u0113ja cie\u0161i vi\u0146iem apk\u0101rt, to \u0161\u0137\u0113pi bija piev\u0113rsti pret Aleriku un Kaelenu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Neviens nekust\u0113j\u0101s no vietas, neko nedar\u012bja-vi\u0146i bija aplenkti. Te piepe\u0161i, draud\u012bgaj\u0101 klusum\u0101 izc\u0113l\u0101s sp\u0113c\u012bgs v\u0113j\u0161. Tas bija tik sp\u0113c\u012bgs, ka koki s\u0101ka l\u012bgoties un visi aizlidoja katrs uz savu pusi. Un tad atskan\u0113ja draud\u012bgs r\u0113ciens, tas satricin\u0101ja zemi un sa\u0161\u016bpoja visus kokus. Tas bija vair\u0101k k\u0101 savva\u013cas lauvu r\u016bcieni, k\u0101 me\u017eon\u012bgu pavi\u0101nu kliedzieni un saniknotas panteras r\u0113cieni, gatavojoties uzbrukt, t\u0101 bija k\u0101 zemestr\u012bce. Katrs pasl\u0113p\u0101s, kur var\u0113ja, gaidot, kas tagad notiks un neuzdro\u0161in\u0101j\u0101s izn\u0101kt no savas sl\u0113ptuves. Un tad vi\u0146i to ieraudz\u012bja- tas bija milz\u012bgs d\u017eung\u013cu trollis. Trollis augstum\u0101 var\u0113ja b\u016bt vismaz k\u0101 tr\u012bs cilv\u0113ki, vi\u0146a \u0101da bija viscaur za\u013ca, bet mati-zil\u0101 kr\u0101s\u0101. Trollis st\u0101v\u0113ja starp kokiem un, zi\u0146k\u0101r\u012bgi skatoties uz vi\u0146iem, r\u0113ca t\u0101, ka visi koki \u0161\u016bpoj\u0101s k\u0101 v\u0113tr\u0101. Vi\u0146a dzintara kr\u0101sas acis sken\u0113ja apk\u0101rtni, cen\u0161oties ko saskat\u012bt un vi\u0146a nelielais deguns o\u0161\u0146\u0101ja gaisu, jo, t\u0101 k\u0101 trollis bija stipri tuvredz\u012bgs, vi\u0146\u0161 nevar\u0113ja redz\u0113t daudz t\u0101l\u0101k par to, kas notika vi\u0146a priek\u0161\u0101, bet vi\u0146a deguns… tas nekad v\u0113l nebija vi\u0146u piem\u0101n\u012bjis. Tur k\u0101ds bija un tas bija kas sve\u0161s un draud\u012bgs vi\u0146a teritorij\u0101, to vi\u0146\u0161 saoda pavisam skaidri. Ar\u012b vi\u0146a balss nekad nebija vi\u0146u piev\u012blusi un kad vi\u0146\u0161 to palaida va\u013c\u0101, neviens v\u0113l nebija m\u0113\u0123in\u0101jis vi\u0146am tuvoties, neviens pats. Vi\u0146\u0161 \u0161eit bija \u012bstais saimnieks un valdnieks, vi\u0146\u0161 \u0161eit dz\u012bvoja jau t\u016bkstots gadu un zin\u0101ja \u0161os d\u017eung\u013cus no to ra\u0161an\u0101s br\u012b\u017ea. Aleriks un Kaelens aizspieda ausis, jo ska\u0146a bija p\u0101r\u0101k apdullino\u0161a, lai to var\u0113tu iztur\u0113t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cIzbeidz!\u201d Kaelens visbeidzot iekliedz\u0101s \u201cja tu t\u0101 turpin\u0101si, es es palik\u0161u bez dzirdes!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vi\u0146am par p\u0101rsteigumu, trollis tagad p\u0101rst\u0101ja r\u0113kt un joproj\u0101m zi\u0146k\u0101r\u012bgi skat\u012bj\u0101s visapk\u0101rt, tad ier\u0113c\u0101s v\u0113lreiz:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cKas… kas ar mani tagad iedro\u0161in\u0101s t\u0101 run\u0101t un noteikt, ko es dr\u012bkstu un ko nedr\u012bkstu dar\u012bt savos d\u017eung\u013cos? Kas visp\u0101r iedro\u0161in\u0101s run\u0101t ar mani?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kaelens, lai gan joproj\u0101m tr\u012bc\u0113ja bail\u0113s, l\u0113n\u0101m izn\u0101ca no sl\u0113ptuves.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Br\u012bdi d\u017eung\u013cu trollis palika bez valodas, ieraudz\u012bjis ar savu augumu sal\u012bdzino\u0161i s\u012bko rad\u012bbu, kaut kur pie zemes kaut ko run\u0101jam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cKas tu t\u0101ds esi un ko tu dari man\u0101 teritorij\u0101?\u201d tro\u013c\u013ca balss bija draud\u012bga, vi\u0146\u0161 satv\u0113ra Kaelenu aiz apkakles un pac\u0113la tik tuvu pie sav\u0101m ac\u012bm, ka Kaelens tagad var\u0113ja redz\u0113t neko citu, k\u0101 tro\u013c\u013ca zeltain\u0101s acis un visu t\u0101 seju tuvpl\u0101n\u0101.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cMani sauc Kaelens, es esmu ce\u013cot\u0101js\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cCe\u013cot\u0101js! Un k\u0101 tas t\u0101 gad\u012bj\u0101s, ka tu non\u0101ci manos d\u017eung\u013cos? ES TE DZ\u012aVOJU, ES TE ESMU VIEN\u012aGAIS SAIMNIEKS! Neviens \u0161eit nav sp\u0113ris savu k\u0101ju jau simtiem gadu! Tas ir labi, ka tu te uzradies! Jau veselus simts gadus man bijis j\u0101p\u0101rtiek no t\u0101, kas \u0161eit atrodams- p\u0113rti\u0137iem, d\u017eung\u013cu \u0137irzak\u0101m un da\u017e\u0101diem citiem s\u012bkiem rad\u012bjumiem. Nekas daudz no tevis nav, bet \u0161odien man b\u016bs p\u0101rmai\u0146a \u0113dienkart\u0113! J\u0101!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cN\u0113! L\u016bdzu nevajaga! Es sag\u0101d\u0101\u0161u tev pusdien\u0101s, ko vien tu v\u0113lies, bet, l\u016bdzu, neaiztiec mani!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cK\u0101d\u0113\u013c? K\u0101ds man b\u016btu iemesls atst\u0101t tevi dz\u012bvu, tu s\u012bkais \u0137irzaka!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cEs..es esmu \u0161eit, lai gl\u0101btu \u0161os d\u017eung\u013cus! Lai pal\u012bdz\u0113tu, nevis dar\u012btu \u013caunu! \u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cGl\u0101btu? K\u0101d\u0113\u013c tev \u0161\u0137iet, ka t b\u016btu kas j\u0101gl\u0101bj? Paskaties apk\u0101rt- viss ir za\u013c\u0161 un dz\u012bvs, putni, dz\u012bvnieki, saule!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cEs mekl\u0113ju D\u017eung\u013cu Sirdi!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cKo tu teici?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Trollis tagad nometa vi\u0146u zem\u0113, ka smiltis noput\u0113ja.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cEi, s\u012bkai! Tu tur v\u0113l dz\u012bvs? Es t\u0101 negrib\u0113ju!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kaelens piec\u0113l\u0101s k\u0101j\u0101s un dro\u0161\u012bbas d\u0113\u013c nedaudz atk\u0101p\u0101s, pirms turpin\u0101ja:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cM\u0113s esam \u0161eit, lai atbr\u012bvotu D\u017eung\u013cu Sirdi!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tagad trollis s\u0101ka t\u0101 smieties, ka viss, kas bija tam apk\u0101rt, no jauna s\u0101ka l\u012bgoties, bet pavisam dr\u012bz vi\u0146\u0161 k\u013cuva atkal nopietns un k\u0101du br\u012bdi skat\u012bj\u0101s uz Kaelenu:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cM\u0113s? T\u0101 jau es dom\u0101ju, ka es, nabaga vecais d\u017eung\u013cu trollis tieku m\u0101n\u012bts! Es grib\u0113ju tevi pa\u017e\u0113lot, bet tagd es ap\u0113d\u012b\u0161u j\u016bs visus! Cik j\u016bs tur esiet? Kur vi\u0146i ir?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Purva trollis s\u0101ka spert lielus so\u013cus un, apk\u0101rt skat\u012bdamies, p\u0101rmekl\u0113t tuv\u0113jo apk\u0101rtni, kad vi\u0146a virzien\u0101 s\u0101ka lidot iezemie\u0161u, kuri l\u012bdz \u0161im turpat tuvum\u0101 bija klusi sl\u0113pu\u0161ies un visu nov\u0113roja, bultas. P\u0101rsteigts no negaid\u012bt\u0101 uzbrukuma, purva trollis apst\u0101j\u0101s un neizpratn\u0113 skat\u012bj\u0101s apk\u0101rt:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cKas…Kas tas bija?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Izmantojot tro\u013c\u013ca apjukumu, iezemie\u0161i izl\u0113ca no savas pasl\u0113ptuves un grib\u0113ja tam uzbrukt, bet trollis sagr\u0101ba pa vienam katra rok\u0101:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cEs to nepie\u013cau\u0161u! Es ne\u013cau\u0161u, ka kaut k\u0101di s\u012bki kukai\u0146i ap\u0161auda mani!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cIzbeidziet! Vi\u0146\u0161 m\u016bs ap\u0113d\u012bs visus!\u201d Aleriks tagad iesauc\u0101s.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cKas j\u016bs t\u0101di esiet un ko j\u016bs dariet man\u0101 teritorij\u0101!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cM\u0113s n\u0101kam gl\u0101bt \u0161os vecos d\u017eung\u013cus no burvest\u012bbas un gribam atrast D\u017eung\u013cu Sirdi! Es esmu Aleriks, sens karot\u0101js. Kaelens pal\u012bdz\u0113ja atmodin\u0101t manu dv\u0113seli, kura bija mirusi jau daudzus gadus un tagad m\u0113s gribam gl\u0101t \u0161o vietu!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cUn tie… tie ir kop\u0101 ar jums?\u201d trollis nor\u0101d\u012bja uz iezemie\u0161iem, kuri nu bija atk\u0101pu\u0161ies, bet gatavi vienm\u0113r uzbrukt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cNe \u012bsti! Baidos, ka m\u0113s tagad b\u016btu sa\u0146emti g\u016bst\u0101, ja vien….\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cJa vien… kas?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cJa neb\u016btu uzradies tu un m\u016bs visus nobied\u0113jis!\u201d Kaelens pabeidza.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Trollis s\u0101ka smieties, tad aizdom\u012bgi paskat\u012bj\u0101s uz katru no vi\u0146iem:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cUn j\u016bs patie\u0161\u0101m necen\u0161aties mani piem\u0101n\u012bt?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cBru\u0146inieka godav\u0101rds!\u201d Aleriks pac\u0113la savu zobenu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kaelens par\u0101d\u012bja karti, kuru bija atradis vecaj\u0101 ku\u0123a vrak\u0101 un izst\u0101st\u012bja, k\u0101 non\u0101cis d\u017eung\u013cos, par za\u013co gaismu senaj\u0101 templ\u012b un smaragda putnu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Trollis izr\u0101d\u012bj\u0101s ne tik briesm\u012bgs, k\u0101 pirmaj\u0101 br\u012bd\u012b var\u0113ja \u0161\u0137ist un, noklaus\u012bjies, trollis br\u012bdi padom\u0101ja, tad teica:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cJums j\u0101dodas uz Galvaskausu Ieleju, tur j\u016bs atrad\u012bsiet atbildes uz saviem jaut\u0101jumiem! Tas ir \u013coti b\u012bstams p\u0101rbaud\u012bjums, nezinu, vai k\u0101ds no jums ir tam gatavs….\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cM\u0113s esam gatavi jebkuram p\u0101rbaud\u012bjumam!\u201d Aleriks apstiprin\u0101ja.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cM\u0113s v\u0113lamies to paveikt! Vai tu zini, kur tas ir?\u201d Kaelens ieinteres\u0113ts iejaut\u0101j\u0101s.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Trollis br\u012bdi dom\u012bgi klus\u0113ja, tad teica:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cJ\u0101, es zinu, kur tas atrodas, bet, k\u0101 jau teicu, tas ir br\u012bstams ce\u013c\u0161. Ce\u013c\u0161 uz Galvaskausu Ieleju ir ce\u013c\u0161 uz Aizmirst\u012bbas Zemi, uz Izn\u012bc\u012bbas Valst\u012bbu!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cVai varam tevi l\u016bgt m\u016bs pavad\u012bt?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Trollis nop\u016bt\u0101s, izraisot nelielu v\u0113ju:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cLabi! Es par\u0101d\u012b\u0161u, kur atrodas Galvaskausa Ieleja, bet par turpm\u0101k notieko\u0161o es neatbildu!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cPaldies tev!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Iezemie\u0161i izr\u0101d\u012bj\u0101s prasm\u012bgi \u0101tr\u0101 laivas b\u016bv\u0113\u0161an\u0101 un dr\u012bz vien vi\u0146iem bija paliela no bambusa niedr\u0113m izgatavota laiva. Trijat\u0101 vi\u0146i iek\u0101pa laiv\u0101 un iedzimtie m\u0101ja atvadas, laivai pamaz\u0101m att\u0101linoties no krasta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vi\u0146i ir\u0101s pa upi daudzas dienas un naktis. Vietas, kur\u0101s tie nok\u013cuva, k\u013cuva arvien klaj\u0101kas, neapdz\u012bvot\u0101kas un bais\u0101kas. \u016adens, par kuru tie p\u0101rvietoj\u0101s, bija za\u013cgans un du\u013c\u0137ains, krastam ab\u0101s pus\u0113s izvietojusies rinda ar galvaskausiem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cM\u0113s esam sasniegu\u0161i Galvaskausu Krastu!\u201d trollis sac\u012bja.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0160eit neskan\u0113ja savva\u013cas putnu dziesmas un d\u017eung\u013cu iem\u012btnieku balsis, netvan\u0113ja sul\u012bgs palmu un li\u0101nu arom\u0101ts un … te viss bija … pamiris.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cPatie\u0161\u0101m baisa vieta!\u201d Kaelens ieteic\u0101s, skatoties visapk\u0101rt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vi\u0146i \u0161\u0137\u0113rsoja \u0161auru piekaramo tiltu, kur\u0161 vij\u0101s p\u0101ri tum\u0161ai upei un kur\u0161 vija veidots tikai no v\u012bnogul\u0101ju st\u012bg\u0101m (neskatoties uz savu apjom\u012bgo augumu un lielo svaru, trollis to paveica apbr\u012bnojami prasm\u012bgi un veiksm\u012bgi).<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vi\u0146u priek\u0161\u0101 pav\u0113r\u0101s \u0161aura eja milz\u012bga galvaskausa form\u0101, vai, pareiz\u0101k b\u016btu teikt, ieeja bija atv\u0113rtas mutes form\u0101.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

(turpin\u0101jums augusta numur\u0101)<\/p>\n\n\n

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Dekadences dru\u012bds<\/h2>\n\n\n\n

Psiholo\u0123iska dr\u0101ma<\/strong><\/h2>\n\n\n\n

Imalda Vuda<\/h3>\n\n\n\n

4.da\u013ca<\/h3>\n\n\n\n

Tagad atkal biju palicis viens ar sav\u0101m dom\u0101m, sav\u0101m bail\u0113m un vientul\u012bbu. Es atkal biju b\u0113glis nakt\u012b, kuram ce\u013c\u0161 bija vi\u0146a ce\u013cabiedrs un liktenis, tumsa- mans aizsegs un draudi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Lik\u0101s, \u0161oseja ir bezgal\u012bga un t\u0101 nekad vairs nebeigsies. Es lav\u012bjos uz priek\u0161u piesardz\u012bgi, bet ar cer\u012bb\u0101m, ka tuvum\u0101 j\u0101b\u016bt vietai, kur var\u0113tu p\u0101rnak\u0161\u0146ot, kaut vai vienu nakti. Iesp\u0113jams biju nog\u0101jis jau p\u0101ris kilometrus, kad \u0161osejas mal\u0101 ieraudz\u012bju nelielu b\u016bvi. S\u0101ku iet tuv\u0101k, t\u0101 bija degvielas uzpildes stacija, k\u0101das izvietotas ce\u013cmal\u0101s, lai gar\u0101m brauco\u0161ie \u0161oferiem b\u016btu \u0113rti \u0161eit piest\u0101t uzpild\u012bt benz\u012bnu. T\u0101 k\u0101 man nebija automa\u0161\u012bna un benz\u012bnu uzpild\u012bt nevajadz\u0113ja, nebija \u012bsti iemesls iet uz uzpildes staciju, bet proj\u0101m iet ar\u012b nesp\u0113ju. Kaut kas d\u012bvaina veid\u0101 pievilka mani \u0161ai vietai. Mu\u013c\u0137\u012bbas! Es pats sev teicu. Kas gan \u0161eit \u012bpa\u0161s!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cVajag uzpild\u012bties?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Es p\u0101rsteigts atgriezos. T\u0101 nebija v\u012brie\u0161a balss, kura man uzsauktu: \u201cEi, ko tev \u0161eit vajaga?\u201d, jo vienm\u0113r biju dom\u0101jis, ka \u0161\u0101d\u0101s viet\u0101s j\u0101str\u0101d\u0101 k\u0101dam liela auguma v\u012brie\u0161u dzimtas p\u0101rst\u0101vim, bet man par p\u0101rsteigumu, man\u0101 priek\u0161\u0101 st\u0101v\u0113ja jauna mei\u010da, es var\u0113tu teikt, ne vec\u0101ka, k\u0101 biju es pats taj\u0101 laik\u0101. Vi\u0146a n\u0113s\u0101ja melnas d\u017einsu bikses un melnu krekli\u0146u, br\u016bnie, nel\u012bdzeni apgrieztie mati sniedz\u0101s vi\u0146ai l\u012bdz pleciem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cJ\u0101… ne glu\u017ei…\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cTad…\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mei\u010das skatiens bija jaut\u0101jo\u0161s un gaido\u0161s un sapratu, ka esmu paskaidrojumu par\u0101d\u0101. \u0160oreiz nol\u0113mu b\u016bt patiess, lai ko tas ar\u012b man nepras\u012btu, man vairs nebija ko zaud\u0113t, p\u0101r\u0101k daudz jau biju pazaud\u0113jis un tai pa\u0161\u0101 laik\u0101, man l\u012bdz \u0161im bija vienm\u0113r izdevies izk\u013c\u016bt sveik\u0101 no nepatik\u0161an\u0101m. Sapratu, ka neb\u016bs vienk\u0101r\u0161i izskaidrot manu esam\u012bbu degvielas uzpildes stacij\u0101 v\u0113l\u0101 vakara stund\u0101, ta\u010du man nebija izeja no \u0161\u012bs situ\u0101cijas.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cEs kaut ko mekl\u0113ju, bet pats \u012bsti nezinu, ko…\u201d es neveikli ies\u0101ku.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cEs laikam \u012bsti tevi nesapratu…\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cEs mekl\u0113ju, kur palikt \u0161onakt…\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201c\u0160eit ir degvielas uzpildes stacija, t\u0101 ka- nedom\u0101ju, ka var\u0113\u0161u pal\u012bdz\u0113t!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pam\u0101ju ar galvu un pagriezos, lai ietu t\u0101l\u0101k, bija mu\u013c\u0137\u012bgi iedom\u0101ties, ka \u0161\u0101d\u0101 viet\u0101 var\u0113tu dab\u016bt patv\u0113rumu. Biju jau pag\u0101jis p\u0101ris so\u013cus, kad dzird\u0113ju mei\u010du saucam man paka\u013c:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cPagaidi! K\u0101 tevi sauc?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Es apst\u0101jos un pagriezos:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cNoels!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cEs esmu Mollija!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Br\u012bdi klus\u0113jot skat\u012bjamies viens uz otru.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cTu \u0161eit str\u0101d\u0101?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cJ\u0101!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cViena? Es dom\u0101ju, vai tev nav bail te b\u016bt vienai? Es dom\u0101ju… visas t\u0101s ma\u0161\u012bnas, kuras piebrauc un v\u012brie\u0161i..\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mollija br\u012bdi skat\u012bj\u0101s uz mani, pirms \u012bsi iesm\u0113j\u0101s:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cEs neesmu \u0161eit viena! Bez tam, es nebaidos! Esmu pieradusi un da\u017eu labu reizi ar k\u0101du no tiem var parun\u0101t…\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cEs saprotu!\u201d pam\u0101ju ar galvu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pazi\u0146ojums, ka vi\u0146a nav viena, nezinu k\u0101d\u0113\u013c, izd\u016br\u0101s man cauri k\u0101 mazs asmenis, lai gan pazinu vi\u0146u vien da\u017eas min\u016btes. Klusums.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cUn tu? K\u0101d\u0113\u013c tu esi \u0161eit, ja nevajaga uzpild\u012bties?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cEs jau teicu, ka mekl\u0113ju, kur palikt!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cAizb\u0113gi no m\u0101j\u0101m?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cT\u0101 var\u0113tu teikt….\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cNo vec\u0101kiem?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cNe glu\u017ei…\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Klusums.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cTu parasti run\u0101 t\u0101d\u0101s m\u012bkl\u0101s?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cN\u0113!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cPaklausies! B\u016bs lab\u0101k, ja uzreiz pateiksi, kas esi!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cEs esmu ne\u012bsts noziedznieks!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cKo? Lab\u0101k lasies, pirms neesmu izsaukusi policiju!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mei\u010da pagriez\u0101s pret durv\u012bm, kuras veda uz iek\u0161telp\u0101m:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cArvin?\u201d vi\u0146a ska\u013c\u0101 bals\u012b uzsauca<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cKo tu tagad dari?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cSaucu savu draugu! Es te nev\u0113los b\u016bt viena ar sve\u0161inieku, kur\u0161 varb\u016bt izdar\u012bjis slepkav\u012bbu!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cBet es neesmu! Es zv\u0113ru! Tas nebiju es!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cTu piedal\u012bjies noziegum\u0101?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cN\u0113, bet mani vaino..L\u016bdzu, nevajaga! Es jau aizeju! Negribu, ka tavs puisis, ar kuru tu te dz\u012bvo iesaist\u0101s! T\u0101 tie\u0161\u0101m nebija laba ideja…\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pagriezos, lai ietu, kad no uzpildes stacijas telp\u0101m izn\u0101ca liela auguma…. vilku sugas suns. Mans izbr\u012bns laikam bija ac\u012bmredzams, jo Mollija, skatoties uz mani, tagad iesm\u0113j\u0101s:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cUn ko tad tu dom\u0101ji? Ka es te ar k\u0101du dz\u012bvoju, ka tas ir mans…. draugs…Vai ne?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cVarb\u016bt..\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Suns pien\u0101ca pie manis un apo\u0161\u0146\u0101ja, tad no\u017e\u0101v\u0101j\u0101s un mier\u012bgi aps\u0113d\u0101s man blakus.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cUn tu k\u013cuvi greizsird\u012bgs…\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cK\u0101d\u0113\u013c lai es t\u0101ds k\u013c\u016btu? M\u0113s ta\u010du esam sve\u0161inieki…\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cEs to redz\u0113ju tav\u0101 sej\u0101, k\u0101 tu p\u0101rv\u0113rties, kad es pateicu, ka neesmu viena!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cUn?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cBet es te esmu viena… vien\u0101ka, k\u0101 k\u0101ds var iedom\u0101ties…\u201d vi\u0146as skatiens tagad piev\u0113rs\u0101s kaut kam t\u0101lum\u0101 uz \u0161osejas.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cEs ar\u012b…\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Un jau atkal vi\u0146i klus\u0113ja.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cEs varu visu paskaidrot, es visu izs\u0101st\u012b\u0161u, k\u0101 bija, tikai, l\u016bdzu, neliec man aiziet! Es neesmu noziedznieks, es esmu upuris!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mollija pagrieza galvu un br\u012bdi skat\u012bj\u0101s uz mani:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cLabi! Tu neesi slikts cilv\u0113ks, suns to pier\u0101d\u012bja. \u0160\u0137iet, tu vi\u0146m pat\u012bc! Man iek\u0161\u0101 ir virtuv\u012bte, uzv\u0101r\u012b\u0161u t\u0113ju!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sekoju Mollijai un Arvins sekoja mums pa p\u0113d\u0101m. G\u0101jam cauri telpai ar plauktiem, kuru bija piepild\u012bti ar s\u012bk\u0101m ikdienas nepiecie\u0161am\u012bbas prec\u0113m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cTe ir ar\u012b veikals? \u201d ievaic\u0101jos, vair\u0101k, lai uztur\u0113tu sarunu, bet ar\u012b zi\u0146k\u0101r\u012bbas p\u0113c.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cJ\u0101- cigaretes, \u0101tr\u0101 p\u0101rtika, \u010dip\u0161i, alus, kola vai spraits…. Viss, ko var pa\u0137ert pa ce\u013cam!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0113s non\u0101cam maz\u0101 \u010detrst\u016brveid\u012bg\u0101 virtuv\u012bt\u0113 un Mollija t\u016bl\u012bt s\u0101ka ros\u012bties, berot kafiju un v\u0101rot \u016bdeni, bet suns \u0137\u0113r\u0101s pie savas pusdienu b\u013codas. Aps\u0113dos un s\u0101ku v\u0113rot vi\u0146u:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cCik ilgi tu jau te str\u0101d\u0101?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cDivus gadus!\u201d Mollija atskat\u012bj\u0101s p\u0101ri plecam \u201ces te str\u0101d\u0101ju un dz\u012bvoju, t\u0101l\u0101k ir neliela istabi\u0146a…\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Es pam\u0101ju ar galvu. Mollija salika uz galda divas k\u016bpo\u0161as kafijas kr\u016bzes un aps\u0113d\u0101s.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cT\u0101tad? Kas tu \u012bsti esi, Noel?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

St\u0101st\u012bju par savu b\u0113rn\u012bbu, m\u0101c\u012bb\u0101m, sap\u0146iem un iecer\u0113m, un par savu nelaim\u012bgo b\u0113g\u0161anu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tonakt m\u0113s run\u0101jam visu nakti un laikam bij\u0101m piemigu\u0161i, jo m\u016bs pamodin\u0101ja smag\u0101s kravas automa\u0161\u012bnas nepaciet\u012bga taur\u0113\u0161ana.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mollija atv\u0113ra miegain\u0101s acis un paskat\u012bj\u0101s apk\u0101rt:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cAh… Laikam bij\u0101m piemigu\u0161i. T\u0101 vien \u0161\u0137iet, ka darbs sauc, ie\u0161u paskat\u012bties…\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vi\u0146a piec\u0113l\u0101s no galda, pie kura bij\u0101m s\u0113d\u0113ju\u0161i kop\u0161 vakar vakara un dev\u0101s \u0101r\u0101, lai k\u0101da automa\u0161\u012bna atkal tiktu pie \u201cbrokast\u012bm\u201d, bet es iztaisnoju muguru, kura bija glu\u017ei st\u012bva no ilg\u0101s s\u0113d\u0113\u0161anas un izstaip\u012bjos.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Atgriezusies, Mollija nekav\u0113joties s\u0101ka ros\u012bties gar pl\u012bti:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cKafiju?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cJ\u0101, l\u016bdzu!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cKafijas pienu?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cJ\u0101!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mollija at\u013c\u0101va man palikt ar\u012b n\u0101ko\u0161aj\u0101 nakt\u012b un tad v\u0113lvienu…. S\u0101ku str\u0101d\u0101t benz\u012bntank\u0101 un Mollija tagad var\u0113ja vair\u0101k laika pavad\u012bt veikali\u0146\u0101, un pal\u012bdz\u0113t man, nopeln\u012bto naudu m\u0113s god\u012bgi dal\u012bjam, jo nu bij\u0101m s\u0101ku\u0161i dz\u012bvot kop\u0101. M\u0113s nosvin\u0113jam Ziemassv\u0113tkus un sagaid\u012bjam Jauno gadu. Sav\u0101 Dzim\u0161anas dien\u0101- 12.mart\u0101, uzzin\u0101ju, ka mana meitene gaida manu b\u0113rnu. M\u016bsu d\u0113ls, kuru nosaucam par Rodiju, piedzima neilgi pirms n\u0101kamajiem Ziemassv\u0113tkiem. Tagad bij\u0101m maza, laim\u012bga \u0123imene. Bij\u0101m kop\u0101 visu laiku un Arvins sekoja mums uz soli, vi\u0146\u0161 bija gudrs un uzticams draugs un da\u017ereiz, kad bij\u0101m aiz\u0146emti, var\u0113jam uztic\u0113t vi\u0146am pieskat\u012bt mazo Rodiju. Tagad, atceroties \u0161o laiku, varu teikt, ka tas bija laim\u012bg\u0101kais laiks man\u0101 m\u016b\u017e\u0101. V\u0113l nekad nebiju tik daudz sm\u0113jies un juties tik laim\u012bgs, bet tad….<\/p>\n\n\n\n

(turpin\u0101jums augusta numur\u0101)<\/p>\n\n\n

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Ed\u012bte Vartona<\/strong><\/h2>\n\n\n\n

Vasara<\/h1>\n\n\n\n

Novele<\/strong><\/h3>\n\n\n\n

13.turpin\u0101jums<\/h3>\n\n\n\n

(No ang\u013cu valodas tulkojusi Imalda Vuda)<\/h3>\n\n\n\n

Z\u0101le todien bija karsta un cilv\u0113ku p\u0101rpild\u012bta, kad Haritija, t\u0113rpusies balt\u0101 muslin\u0101, k\u0101 tre\u0161\u0101 ierind\u0101, ieso\u013coja taj\u0101, ar Ormu Freiju priek\u0161gal\u0101. Vi\u0146as skatienam pav\u0113r\u0101s vij\u012bg\u0101s kolonnas, kuras ietv\u0113ra ar za\u013cu pakl\u0101ju izkl\u0101to skatuvi, uz kuras vi\u0146ai bija j\u0101uzst\u0101j\u0101s, un z\u0101l\u0113 s\u0113do\u0161\u0101s, nepaz\u012bstam\u0101s sejas, kuras, vi\u0146\u0101m ien\u0101kot, k\u0101 viena pagriez\u0101s uz duvju pusi, bet Haritijas satrauktaj\u0101 pr\u0101t\u0101 tas viss izpl\u016bda vien\u0101 vien\u012bg\u0101 kr\u0101sain\u0101 jucekl\u012b, l\u012bdz vi\u0146a attap\u0101s uz skatuves, kur vi\u0146as skatiens sastap\u0101s ar Lamberta Sollasa skatienu. Lamberts Sollas bija \u0113r\u0123elnieku no mistera Milesa bazn\u012bcas, kur\u0161 ieradies no N\u0101trtonas, lai piedal\u012btos \u0161odienas pas\u0101kum\u0101, un nu, vi\u0146a skatiens sl\u012bd\u0113ja p\u0101r meiten\u0113m, kuras bija sast\u0101ju\u0161\u0101s uz skatuves, lai uzst\u0101tos.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Br\u012bdi v\u0113l\u0101k, uz skatuves par\u0101d\u012bj\u0101s pats misters Mails. Satraukum\u0101 pietv\u012bcis, ar savu balto, plato t\u0113rpu, vi\u0146\u0161 \u0161eit at\u0161\u0137\u012br\u0101s no p\u0101r\u0113jiem, liekot zi\u0146k\u0101r\u012bbas p\u0101r\u0146emtajiem pirmaj\u0101s rind\u0101s, no jauna atskat\u012bties. Vi\u0146\u0161 ener\u0123iski un \u012bsi paklan\u012bj\u0101s, un, devis dedz\u012bgu m\u0101jienu Lambertam Sollasam s\u0101kt sp\u0113l\u0113t, nor\u0101d\u012bja meiten\u0113m sekot ar \u201cM\u0101jas m\u012b\u013c\u0101s m\u0101jas\u201d. Tagad, st\u0101vot te uz skatuves ar p\u0101r\u0113j\u0101m meiten\u0113m, visa t\u0101 vasaras zemes elpa, putnu dziesmas un v\u0113l\u0101s p\u0113cpusdienas tv\u012bksme, kas \u0161aj\u0101 vasar\u0101 bija ies\u016bku\u0161\u0101s Haritij\u0101, viss, kas bija tikai vi\u0146as pa\u0161as milz\u012bgais prieks un br\u012bv\u012bbas lidojuma saj\u016bta, t\u0101, kura nevienam citam nepieder\u0113ja, un par kuru neviens nezin\u0101ja, viss tas tagad izlauz\u0101s uz \u0101ru vi\u0146as bals\u012b, kad Haritija uzs\u0101ka dzied\u0101t. Tas bija t\u0101, it k\u0101 kaut kas milz\u012bgs un bezgal\u012bgs, v\u0101rdos neizsac\u012bts b\u016btu vi\u0146\u0101 atrais\u012bjies.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Un tad p\u0113k\u0161\u0146i dziesma bija beigusies un, p\u0113c neilgas pauzes, kuras laik\u0101 miss Hat\u010dardas p\u0113r\u013cu pel\u0113ki cimdot\u0101 roka deva slepenu sign\u0101lu z\u0101l\u0113, no skat\u012bt\u0101ju rind\u0101m izn\u0101ca Rojala kungs un, uzk\u0101pis uz skatuves, nost\u0101j\u0101s pie ziediem izrot\u0101t\u0101 galda. Vi\u0146a nom\u0101ktaj\u0101, sastingu\u0161aj\u0101 sej\u0101 Haritija atkal ieraudz\u012bja to majest\u0101tiskumu, kur\u0161 vi\u0146\u0101 bija rais\u012bjis godbij\u012bbu un apbr\u012bnu pirms daudziem gadiem b\u0113rn\u012bb\u0101. Vi\u0146a sv\u0101rki bija r\u016bp\u012bgi suk\u0101ti un gludin\u0101ti, un \u0161aur\u0101s, meln\u0101s kaklasaites sasie\u0161ana dro\u0161i vien maks\u0101jusi vi\u0146am ilgsto\u0161u c\u012b\u0146u. T\u0101 bija pirm\u0101 reize, kad Haritija redz\u0113ja vi\u0146u kop\u0161 t\u0101s nakts N\u0101trton\u0101 un vi\u0146a izskats vi\u0146u p\u0101rsteidza.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Br\u012bdi vi\u0146\u0161 t\u0101 st\u0101v\u0113ja, atspiedies pret galdu, tad iztaisnoj\u0101s un s\u0101ka run\u0101t. Teikumu fragmenti… skan\u012bgi cit\u0101ti.. netie\u0161i izteikti m\u0101jieni par v\u012brie\u0161iem, pieminot Honoriju Hat\u010dardu, izskan\u0113ja Haritijai gar aus\u012bm, bet t\u0101 \u012bsti nesasniedza vi\u0146as pr\u0101tu. S\u0101kum\u0101 vi\u0146a nepiev\u0113rsa lielu uzman\u012bbu vi\u0146a teiktajam, tai viet\u0101, vi\u0146a cent\u0101s saskat\u012bt H\u0101rniju skat\u012bt\u0101ju rind\u0101s, bet vi\u0146\u0161 nest\u0101v\u0113ja blakus miss Hat\u010dardai, kura, \u012bpa\u0161i \u0161im pas\u0101kumam, bija gaum\u012bgi saska\u0146ojusi savu p\u0113r\u013cu pel\u0113ko cepuri ar cimdiem un s\u0113d\u0113ja starp mis Mailsu un k\u0101du Haritijai nezin\u0101mu sievieti. T\u0101 k\u0101 Haritijas s\u0113dvieta bija net\u0101lu no skatuves beig\u0101m, no \u0161\u012bs vietas pirm\u0101s rindas beigas vi\u0146ai palika neredzamas un centieni saskat\u012bt H\u0101rniju bija nesekm\u012bgi, t\u0101d\u0113\u013c, \u012bsinot laiku, dr\u012bz vi\u0146a piev\u0113rs\u0101s Rojala kunga runai.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vi\u0146a nekad nebija dzird\u0113jusi vi\u0146u run\u0101jam publiski. bet vi\u0146a bija dzird\u0113jusi t\u0101 skan\u012bgo balsi, kad vi\u0146\u0161 m\u0113dza ska\u013ci las\u012bt priek\u0161\u0101. \u0160odien vi\u0146a valoda bija bag\u0101t\u0101ka un dzi\u013c\u0101ka, nek\u0101 vi\u0146a bija dzird\u0113jusi pirms tam. Vi\u0146\u0161 run\u0101ja l\u0113n\u0101m, ar pauz\u0113m, it k\u0101 aicinot klaus\u012btajus pievienoties vi\u0146am ar savam dom\u0101m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201dLiel\u0101k\u0101 da\u013ca no jums\u201d vi\u0146\u0161 teica \u201c kas ir atgriezu\u0161ies \u0161eit \u0161odien, lai paviesotos \u0161aj\u0101 nelielaj\u0101 ciemat\u0101 tikai \u012bsu br\u012bdi, ir ieradu\u0161ies \u0161eit tikai t\u0101d\u0101 k\u0101 dievbij\u012bg\u0101 sv\u0113tce\u013cojum\u0101 un dr\u012bz dosies atpaka\u013c uz liel\u0101k\u0101m pils\u0113t\u0101m un liel\u0101kiem pien\u0101kumiem. Bet tas nav vien\u012bgais veids, k\u0101 atgriezties Zieme\u013cdormer\u0101. Da\u017ei no mums, kas izg\u0101ju\u0161i no \u0161ejienes m\u016bsu jaun\u012bb\u0101… izg\u0101ju\u0161i, t\u0101pat k\u0101 j\u016bs, uz aiz\u0146emt\u0101m pils\u0113t\u0101m un liel\u0101kiem pien\u0101kumiem… atgriezu\u0161ies cit\u0101 veid\u0101 \u2013 atgriezu\u0161ies uz labo pusi. Es esmu viens no tiem, k\u0101 daudzi no jums zina… “<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vi\u0146\u0161 ietur\u0113ja pauzi un klaus\u012bt\u0101ju z\u0101l\u0113 tagad vald\u012bja satraukuma saj\u016bta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cVarb\u016bt man\u0101 pag\u0101tn\u0113 nav nek\u0101 noz\u012bm\u012bga, bet t\u0101 ir m\u0101c\u012bba. M\u0101c\u012bba ne tik daudz tiem, kas jau ir p\u0101rc\u0113lu\u0161ies uz dz\u012bvi cit\u0101 pils\u0113t\u0101, k\u0101 tiem jaunajiem v\u012brie\u0161iem, kas, varb\u016bt, pl\u0101no atst\u0101t \u0161os klusos nost\u016brus un uzs\u0101kt c\u012b\u0146u par lab\u0101ku dz\u012bvi cituvietu. Bet k\u0101du dienu vi\u0146i var\u0113tu atgriezties \u0161aj\u0101 nelielaj\u0101 m\u0101jviet\u0101 lab\u0101kai dz\u012bvei. Ar to es gribu uzsv\u0113rt- lai padar\u012btu to lab\u0101ku nevis slikt\u0101ku, vai paliktu vienaldz\u012bgi pret to!\u201d br\u012bdi vi\u0146a skatiens sl\u012bd\u0113ja p\u0101ri skat\u012bt\u0101ju rind\u0101m, pirms vi\u0146\u0161 turpin\u0101ja \u201cpaskat\u012bsimies ac\u012bs taisn\u012bbai- m\u0113s atgriezamies, jo nekur citur nebija tik labi, k\u0101 \u0161eit. Lai vai k\u0101 tas neb\u016btu, tas par ko m\u0113s tik\u0101m sap\u0146oju\u0161i nepiepild\u012bj\u0101s, ta\u010du tas nenoz\u012bm\u0113, ka mums b\u016btu j\u0101cie\u0161 neveiksmes ar\u012b turpm\u0101k. M\u016bsu m\u0113\u0123in\u0101jumiem uzlabot dz\u012bvi, b\u016bdamiem proj\u0101m lielaj\u0101s pils\u0113t\u0101s, kur mums bija iesp\u0113jas un vara, vajadz\u0113ja pal\u012bdz\u0113t padar\u012bt Zieme\u013cdormeru par liel\u0101ku vietu… un j\u016bs- jaunie\u0161i, kas tagad gatavojaties sekot savu amb\u012bciju aicin\u0101jumam un pagriezt muguru vecaj\u0101m m\u0101j\u0101m, \u013caujiet man teikt jums, ka, pat ja ar\u012b jums \u0161\u0137iet, ka atgrie\u0161an\u0101s b\u016btu Likte\u0146a liel\u0101k\u0101 k\u013c\u016bda, jums j\u0101cen\u0161as \u0146emt lab\u0101ko no t\u0101, jo tas ir to v\u0113rts un es varu teikt- esmu priec\u012bgs b\u016bt \u0161eit! Ticiet man, lab\u0101kais veids, k\u0101 pal\u012bdz\u0113t viet\u0101m, kur\u0101s m\u0113s dz\u012bvojam, ir b\u016bt priec\u012bgiem, ka m\u0113s tur dz\u012bvojam!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vi\u0146\u0161 br\u012bdi apklusa un publiku p\u0101r\u0161alca p\u0101rsteigta murdo\u0146a- kaut ko t\u0101du no vi\u0146a neviens nebija gaid\u012bjis. Cauri pieklusin\u0101taj\u0101m bals\u012bm atskan\u0113ja k\u0101da ska\u013ca balss:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201dKlausieties! J\u016bs to dzird\u0113jiet? Dzird\u0113jiet?\u201d balss kliedza z\u0101les vid\u016b. Tagad balsis k\u013cuva ska\u013c\u0101kas un k\u0101du br\u012bdi bija dzirdami da\u017e\u0101du balsu izsaucieni, bet, kad beidzot vi\u0146i norima, Haritija dzird\u0113ja misteru Mailsu k\u0101dam sak\u0101m:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cTas bija Tas cilv\u0113ks, kur\u0161 run\u0101ja!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Un vi\u0146a saprata, ka tas teikts k\u0101 nosod\u012bjums Rojala kunga sac\u012btajam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Rojala kungs savu run\u0101jamo tagad bija pabeidzis un atgriez\u0101s viet\u0101. Labi kopts, gai\u0161matains v\u012brietis,kur\u0161 bija att\u0101ls H\u0101rniju radinieks, sekoja vi\u0146am, mask\u0113joties aiz zeltsloti\u0146u bu\u0137etes, un s\u0101ka kaut ko dzedz\u012bgi st\u0101st\u012bt. Ta\u010du Haritijai tas viss \u0161\u0137ita garlaic\u012bgi un nom\u0101co\u0161i, un vi\u0146a no jauna, ar skatienu, s\u0101ka mekl\u0113t H\u0101rniju. Klausoties v\u012brie\u0161a p\u013c\u0101p\u0101\u0161an\u0101, Rojala kungs atliec\u0101s sav\u0101 kr\u0113sl\u0101, aiz\u0137erot k\u0101du no k\u013cavas zariem, ku\u0161 dekor\u0113ja z\u0101li, tas l\u016bza ar ska\u013cu krak\u0161\u0137i un tagad Haritijas skatienam pav\u0113r\u0101s skat\u012bt\u0101ju pirm\u0101 rinda. Tur vi\u0146a ieraudz\u012bja s\u0113\u017eam H\u0101rniju un n\u0101kamaj\u0101 rind\u0101- sievieti, kura bija pagriezusies ar skatienu pret H\u0101rniju, vi\u0146as seju gandr\u012bz piln\u012bb\u0101 aizsedza zem\u0101s cepures malas, ta\u010du Haritijai nemaz nebija vajadz\u012bga redz\u0113t vi\u0146as seju, lai no pirm\u0101 acu uzmetiena- p\u0113c vi\u0146as slaid\u0101s fig\u016bras, matu sak\u0101rtojuma zem cepures un vi\u0146as garajiem, gai\u0161ajiem cimdiem d\u0101mas rok\u0101s, virs kuriem rot\u0101j\u0101s rokasspr\u0101dzes- pateiktu, ka t\u0101 ir Bal\u010das jaunkundze. Zaram l\u016bztot, vi\u0146a pagrieza galvu un vi\u0146as nelielaj\u0101s l\u016bp\u0101s par\u0101d\u012bj\u0101s smaids-atspulgs par kaut ko no blakuss\u0113do\u0161\u0101 tiko teikt\u0101. Smaids, k\u0101du v\u0113l tikko H\u0101rnija maigie \u010duksti un sol\u012bjumi bija sp\u0113ju\u0161i atrais\u012bt Haritijas sej\u0101, un tagad vi\u0146\u0161 tos teica citai.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u0101ds atn\u0101ca, lai sak\u0101rtotu nokritu\u0161o zaru viet\u0101 un tagad tas atkal aizsedza Bal\u010das jaunkundzi un H\u0101rniju. Bet tas ko vi\u0146a tikko bija redz\u0113jusi, bija atkl\u0101jis Haritijai patieso ainu- aiz \u0161\u0137ietam\u0101 m\u012b\u013c\u0101k\u0101 r\u016bpju aizsega, tagad atkl\u0101j\u0101s attiec\u012bbas ar citu cilv\u0113ku-citu sievieti. Tiesa, vi\u0146a neko nezin\u0101ja par vi\u0146a uzskatiem, aizspriedumiem, principiem, ietekmi, interes\u0113m un amb\u012bcij\u0101m, kur\u0101s, neap\u0161aubami, bija iesaist\u012bts katrs v\u012brietis. Neko, iz\u0146emot to, ko vi\u0146\u0161 bija st\u0101st\u012bjis par savu arhitekta darbu. Kaut kur dzi\u013ci zemapzi\u0146\u0101, Haritija vienm\u0113r bija nojautusi par H\u0101rnija saist\u012bbu ar k\u0101d\u0101m sare\u017e\u0123\u012bt\u0101m attiec\u012bb\u0101m, ar vi\u0146am svar\u012bg\u0101m person\u0101m, bet vi\u0146as pr\u0101t\u0101 tas viss bija tik t\u0101li un nere\u0101li, ka t\u0101 \u012bsti nebija sasniedzis vi\u0146as apzi\u0146u. Vienm\u0113r b\u016bdama apburta ar vi\u0146a kl\u0101tb\u016btnes \u0161armu, vi\u0146a bija redz\u0113jusi tikai gaismu un \u0113nu mesto rota\u013cu uz vi\u0146a sejas, to, k\u0101 main\u0101s vi\u0146a tuvredz\u012bgo acu skatiens, kad tas bija piev\u0113rsts vi\u0146ai un v\u0101rdus, ko tas vi\u0146ai bija \u010dukst\u0113jis un tagad, piepe\u0161i, vi\u0146\u0161 bija atsve\u0161in\u0101jies no vi\u0146as. N\u0113, t\u0101 pat nebija greizsird\u012bba, ko Haritija pa\u0161laik izjuta, vi\u0146a bija p\u0101r\u0101k p\u0101rliecin\u0101ta par vi\u0146a m\u012blest\u012bbu, dr\u012bz\u0101k c\u012b\u0146a ar ko nezin\u0101mu, ar\u012b tagad, kad juta sevi att\u0101lin\u0101mies prom no vi\u0146a un bezsp\u0113c\u012bbu c\u012bn\u012bties pret to.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vi\u0146a bija atdevusi vi\u0146am visu, kas vi\u0146ai bija, bet kas gan tas bija, sal\u012bdzinot ar cit\u0101m d\u0101van\u0101m, ko dz\u012bve vi\u0146am deva? Tagad vi\u0146a saprata t\u0101das meitenes, k\u0101 sevi, ar kur\u0101m t\u0101 atgad\u012bj\u0101s- vi\u0146as atdeva visu, kas vi\u0146\u0101m bija, bet ar to nebija pietiekami: no t\u0101 var\u0113ja ieg\u016bt ne vair\u0101k k\u0101 tikai da\u017eus mirk\u013cus un tas ar\u012b viss.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Karstums telp\u0101 ap vi\u0146as s\u0101ka palielin\u0101ties un spiesties apk\u0101rt, draudot nosmac\u0113t, sejas apk\u0101rt s\u0101ka dejot Haritijas acu priek\u0161\u0101, k\u0101 vi\u0146a bija redz\u0113jusi main\u0101mies att\u0113lus uz ekr\u0101na N\u0101trton\u0101. Cauri miglainajiem t\u0113liem, Haritija at\u0161\u0137\u012bra vien Rojala kunga seju, tagad tas bija atgriezies sav\u0101 viet\u0101 un pavisam tuvu Haritijai. Slim\u012bgu v\u0101jumu, kuru vi\u0146a tikko bija izjutusi, nom\u0101ca bied\u0113jo\u0161a nojauta un gai\u0161umu par nami\u0146\u0101 pavad\u012btaj\u0101m stund\u0101m, nomain\u012bja piepe\u0161s bai\u013cu uzplaiksn\u012bjums.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vi\u0146a piespieda sevi skat\u012bties proj\u0101m un saprata, ka Hat\u010darda br\u0101l\u0113ns savu runu ir beidzis, vi\u0146as pamulsu\u0161aj\u0101 pr\u0101t\u0101 v\u0113l skan\u0113ja fragmenti no dzird\u0113t\u0101 \u201c.. Sv\u0113t\u012bta stunda, kur\u0101 p\u0101rbaud\u012bjuma br\u012b\u017eos tavas domas atgriez\u012bsies ar l\u016bg\u0161an\u0101m.. Un tagad, Kungs, pazem\u012bgi un dedz\u012bgi pateiksimies par \u0161o sv\u0113t\u012bto atkalapvieno\u0161an\u0101s dienu, \u0161eit- vecaj\u0101 m\u0101j\u0101, kur\u0101 m\u0113s esam atgriezu\u0161ies. Saglab\u0101 to mums, ak, Kungs, lai n\u0101k, vis\u0101 t\u0101s m\u0101j\u012bg\u0101 sv\u0113t\u012bba- t\u0101s veco cilv\u0113ku laipn\u012bb\u0101 un gudr\u012bb\u0101, un t\u0101s jaunie\u0161u drosm\u0113 un spar\u0101, dievbij\u012bb\u0101 un t\u012br\u012bb\u0101 \u0161aj\u0101 nevain\u012bgo meite\u0146u grup\u0101” Vi\u0146\u0161 pac\u0113la savu balt\u0101 apmet\u0146a roku un, tai pa\u0161\u0101 br\u012bd\u012b, Lamberts Sollas ar spar\u012bgu m\u0101jienu atkl\u0101ja \u201cAuld Lang Syne\u201dpirm\u0101s taktis. Haritija skat\u012bj\u0101s taisni uz priek\u0161u, tad, piepe\u0161i, vi\u0146a nometa ziedus, kurus bija tur\u0113jusi rok\u0101 un krita ar seju uz leju- Rojala kungam pie k\u0101j\u0101m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

(turpin\u0101jums augusta numur\u0101)<\/p>\n\n\n

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V\u0101rds, ko gr\u016bti izrun\u0101t<\/h1>\n\n\n\n

\u013boti reti un neizp\u0113t\u012bti cilv\u0113ku personv\u0101rdi<\/h3>\n\n\n\n

(sast\u0101d\u012bjusi Imalda Vuda)<\/h3>\n\n\n\n
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  • Baina<\/strong> ir pla\u0161i izplat\u012bts meite\u0146u personv\u0101rds vis\u0101 pasaul\u0113 (Indij\u0101, Tanz\u0101nij\u0101, Indon\u0113zij\u0101, Kirgist\u0101n\u0101, Marok\u0101 u.c.), k\u0101 v\u012brie\u0161u personv\u0101rds tas ir rets. Visbie\u017e\u0101k tas sastopams Indij\u0101, Tanz\u0101nij\u0101 un Filip\u012bn\u0101s.<\/li>\n\n\n\n
  • Benilda- <\/strong>k\u0101 personv\u0101rds tas izplat\u012bts Lat\u012b\u0146merik\u0101 un Kar\u012bbijas re\u0123ion\u0101 (sevi\u0161\u0137i Honduras\u0101). Tas ir sp\u0101\u0146u variants \u0123erm\u0101\u0146u sievie\u0161u personv\u0101rdam Bernhilde, <\/strong>kur\u0161 radies p\u0113c mocek\u013ca un sv\u0113t\u0101 Benildes de Kordova (angliski sv\u0113tais Benilds) v\u0101rda.<\/li>\n\n\n\n
  • Beruns<\/strong>– tas ir rets abu dzimumu p\u0101rst\u0101vju personv\u0101rds, Ir\u0101k\u0101 tas ir rets v\u012brie\u0161u dzimtes personv\u0101rds, savuk\u0101rt Izrae\u0101l\u0101- rets meite\u0146u personv\u0101rds, bet Indij\u0101 tas ir rets v\u0101rds k\u0101 sievie\u0161u ta ar\u012b v\u012brie\u0161u dzimt\u0113. Jap\u0101\u0146u valod\u0101 tas ir atvasin\u0101jums no personv\u0101rds Berns- <\/strong>dom\u0101jams, tas var\u0113tu n\u0101kt no v\u0101cu Allemanish dialekta, ar noz\u012bmi \u201cl\u0101cis\u201d, iesp\u0113jams tas ir \u0137eltu izcelsmes \u201cbern\u0101\u201d<\/strong>-kreisais<\/li>\n\n\n\n
  • Beruts-<\/strong> parasti Dienviaustrum\u0101zij\u0101 (Indon\u0113zij\u0101) tas ir rets v\u012brie\u0161u personv\u0101rds.<\/li>\n\n\n\n
  • Bigunta- <\/strong>\u013coti rets sievie\u0161u personv\u0101rds (Indija)<\/li>\n\n\n\n
  • Bike (Bik\u044d)<\/strong>– azerbaid\u017e\u0101\u0146u sievie\u0161u personv\u0101rds, radies no turku v\u0101rda \u201cbika\u201d-sieviete (kas ir siev.dz. atvasin. no \u201cbeg\u201d- galvenais, kungs).<\/li>\n\n\n\n
  • Bilba-<\/strong> rets v\u012brie\u0161u v\u0101rds Rum\u0101nij\u0101, Indij\u0101 \u0101rk\u0101rt\u012bgi rets, ja ir tad tas p\u0101rsvar\u0101 ir sievie\u0161u dzimtas v\u0101rds. Bie\u017e\u0101k Bilba sastopams k\u0101 uzv\u0101rds.<\/li>\n\n\n\n
  • Bunik- <\/strong>personv\u0101rds Bunik ir Polij\u0101 \u013coti rets v\u012brie\u0161u personv\u0101rds, savuk\u0101rt Indij\u0101 tas ir \u0101rk\u0101rt\u012bgi reti sastopams personv\u0101rds, vairak tas lietots k\u0101 uzv\u0101rds.<\/li>\n\n\n\n
  • Burke-<\/strong> vis\u0101 pasaul\u0113 (Amerikas Savienotaj\u0101s valst\u012bs, Kan\u0101d\u0101, \u012arij\u0101, Austr\u0101lij\u0101, \u0136\u012bn\u0101, Bul\u0101rij\u0101, Kirgistan\u0101 u. c.) tas ir reti sastopams z\u0113nu v\u0101rds, bet iesp\u0113jams ar\u012b meitenei. Tas radies seno ang\u013cu v\u0101rda\u201dburk\u201d kas tulkojum\u0101 noz\u012bm\u0113 cietoksnis.<\/li>\n\n\n\n
  • Butil- <\/strong>vec\u0101s v\u0101cu valodas v\u0101rds, kas tulkojas k\u0101- maiss, maisi\u0146\u0161. Vair\u0101k izplat\u012bts k\u0101 uzv\u0101rds, bet It\u0101lij\u0101 satopams k\u0101 sievie\u0161u dzimtas v\u0101rds, It\u0101lij\u0101 tas ir \u0101rk\u0101rt\u012bgi rets.<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n\n\n\n

    (vair\u0101k augusta numur\u0101)<\/p>\n\n\n

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    Nakts taksometrs<\/h1>\n\n\n\n

    17.turpin\u0101jums<\/h3>\n\n\n\n

    Dzim\u0161anas diena<\/h2>\n\n\n\n

    Imalda Vuda<\/h3>\n\n\n\n

    \u201cDzim\u0161ana`s dienas r\u012bt\u0101.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Dzim\u0161an`s dienas r\u012bt\u0101!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Daudzas laimes v\u0113lu Tev,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Dzim\u0161an`s dienas r\u012bt\u0101!\u201d (melodij\u0101 \u201cHappy Birth Day to you!\u201d)<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Rimants tur rok\u0101 torti ar svec\u012bt\u0113m, kuru vi\u0146i vakar vakar\u0101 tika izcepu\u0161i, lai t\u0101 b\u016btu pirm\u0101, ko Inta ierauga, kad atv\u0113rs acis:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    \u201cDaudz laimes Dzim\u0161anas dien\u0101, m\u012b\u013c\u0101!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Rimants noliecas un maigi nosk\u016bpsta vi\u0146u.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Intas acis l\u0113nam atver\u0101s, sej\u0101 par\u0101das miegains, bet laim\u012bgs smaids. Vi\u0146a izstaip\u0101s un paskat\u0101s uz Rimantu, rokas apvijas Rimantam ap kaklu, bet smaids vi\u0146as sej\u0101 nenodziest:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    \u201cTas man atg\u0101dina b\u0113rn\u012bbu, kad t\u0113vs modin\u0101ja mani, lai pirmo reizi m\u016b\u017e\u0101 aizvestu mani uz Zoolo\u0123isko d\u0101rzu Dzim\u0161anas dienas r\u012bt\u0101!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    \u201cUn vi\u0146\u0161 tev dzied\u0101ja?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Inta pam\u0101j:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    \u201cJ\u0101!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    \u201cCik gadi tev tolaik bija?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Inta nedaudz apdom\u0101jas, atspiedusies uz roku, vi\u0146a tagad piece\u013cas puss\u0113dus un skat\u0101s uz Rimantu:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    \u201cMan var\u0113ja b\u016bt k\u0101di asto\u0146i… J\u0101, man bija asto\u0146i! Todien pirmo un vien\u012bgo reizi j\u0101ju ar poniju un ap\u0113du daudz, daudz sald\u0113jumu, tik daudz, ka dab\u016bju kakla s\u0101pes. M\u0101te bija dusm\u012bga uz mums abiem, bet visvair\u0101k, protams, uz t\u0113vu…\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Inta br\u012bdi apklust, \u0161\u0137iet, atgriezusies taj\u0101 dien\u0101 nu jau pirms divdesmit pieciem gadiem. Tie\u0161i t\u0113vs bija dar\u012bjis vi\u0146as b\u0113rn\u012bbu neaizmirstamu, tas bija nenoliedzami.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    \u201cTev ir br\u012bne\u0161\u0137\u012bgs t\u0113vs! Vi\u0146\u0161 tevi patie\u0161\u0101m m\u012bl!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    \u201cJ\u0101! Un es m\u012blu vi\u0146u!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Intas pr\u0101t\u0101 atplaiksn\u012b ieraksti no m\u0101tes dienasgr\u0101matas 1991.gada 30.septembr\u012b- \u201cEs nesu zem sirds Inta b\u0113rnu, tagad es to zinu skaidri..\u201d. Ko tas var\u0113tu noz\u012bm\u0113t? Vai patie\u0161\u0101m….<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    \u201cPar ko tu dom\u0101?\u201d Rimants iejaut\u0101jas, aps\u0113dies blakus gult\u0101 un ap\u0146\u0113mis vi\u0146as plecus.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Inta papurina galvu, vi\u0146a nezina, vai ir gatava run\u0101t, gatava atkl\u0101ties. Vi\u0146a pati v\u0113l nezina, ko dom\u0101t. Bet varb\u016bt tom\u0113r… K\u0101 tas b\u016btu, ja vi\u0146a visu izt\u0101st\u012btu Rimantam?Vi\u0146a m\u012bl Rimantu un uzticas vi\u0146am, varb\u016bt vi\u0146ai paliks viegl\u0101k un, saliekot kop\u0101 divas galvas, vi\u0146i to atrisin\u0101s….Inta dzi\u013ci ievelk elpu:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    \u201cRim? Man tev kas j\u0101past\u0101sta un j\u0101par\u0101da, man tom\u0113r \u0161\u0137iet, ka tev j\u0101zina. Varb\u016bt tu vari man pal\u012bdz\u0113t…\u201d Inta p\u0113c br\u012b\u017ea ierun\u0101jas.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    \u201cKas tas ir, m\u012b\u013c\u0101? Ko tu gribi man par\u0101d\u012bt?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    \u201cTu zini, ka es daudz laika pavadu b\u0113ni\u0146os k\u0101rtojot…\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    \u201cJ\u0101!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    \u201cEs tur ko atradu… Nezinu ko par to dom\u0101t, bet…\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    \u201cBet kas? Inta? Ko tu atradi?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Inta atver naktsgaldi\u0146u un, iz\u0146\u0113musi no t\u0101 m\u0101tes dienasgr\u0101matu, ieliek to Rimantam rok\u0101.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    \u201cDienasgr\u0101mata….\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    \u201cJ\u0101! T\u0101 ir m\u0101tes! Un taj\u0101 es atradu ko t\u0101du, kas liek man dom\u0101t…\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    \u201cKo?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    \u201cKa… ka, iesp\u0113jams, Arv\u012bds nav mans t\u0113vs…\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    \u201cKo? K\u0101p\u0113c!\u201d Rimanta br\u016bn\u0101s acis tagad ieple\u0161as izbr\u012bn\u0101.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Intas sirds ir pilna k\u0101 upe pavasara palos un nu t\u0101 n\u0101k p\u0101ri. Rimants noliek dienasgr\u0101matu mal\u0101 un apliek vi\u0146ai rokas:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    \u201cNe \u0161odien, m\u012b\u013c\u0101! Ne tav\u0101 Dzim\u0161anas dien\u0101! \u0160odien tev j\u0101priec\u0101jas!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    \u201cNezi\u0146a mani nom\u0101c, es nevaru priec\u0101ties, pirms nezinu paties\u012bbu!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    \u201cIntuci!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Inta uzliek galvu vi\u0146am uz kr\u016bt\u012bm un raud, k\u0101 vi\u0146a tika dar\u012bjusi b\u0113rn\u012bba, kad t\u0113vs tika vi\u0146as \u017e\u0113lojis. Rimants glauda Intas matus un klus\u0113, \u013caujot vi\u0146as b\u0113d\u0101m aizskaloties.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    \u201cNu, nu, nu! Viss ir labi! Es esmu \u0161eit- ar tevi!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Beidzot Inta pace\u013c galvu un paskat\u0101s uz Rimantu:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    \u201cBet ja nu t\u0101 ir paties\u012bba?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    \u201cK\u0101d\u0113\u013c tu t\u0101 dom\u0101?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    \u201cViss p\u0101r\u0101k sakr\u012bt ar notikumiem, kurus m\u0101te aprakst\u012bjusi sav\u0101 dienasgr\u0101mat\u0101-gads un datums, kad vi\u0146a uzzin\u0101ja, ka gaida b\u0113rnu, mans dzim\u0161anas datums… es nezinu..Nezinu, ka m\u0101tei b\u016btu citi b\u0113rni. Man vienk\u0101r\u0161i ir t\u0101da nojauta, Rimant! Kaut kas neliek mani mier\u0101, kaut kas, kas man j\u0101uzzina un es v\u0113los, lai tu pal\u012bdzi man to uzzin\u0101t, protams.. ja tu esi ar mieru!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    \u201cProtams, m\u012b\u013c\u0101! Ja tas var tev k\u0101 pal\u012bdz\u0113t..\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    \u201cEs t\u0101 ceru…\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    \u201cM\u0113s to visu atrisin\u0101sim kop\u0101, bet \u0161odien ir \u012bpa\u0161a diena…\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Blakus tortei uz papl\u0101tes ir v\u0113l kas… t\u0101 ir maza kast\u012bte.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    \u201cAtver to! Tas ir kas \u012bpa\u0161s!\u201d Rimants mudina, nepieciet\u012bb\u0101 ieraudz\u012bt Intas seju, kad vi\u0146a ieraudz\u012bs d\u0101vanu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Inta pastiepj roku un pa\u0146em kast\u012bti, br\u012bdi vi\u0146a uz to skat\u0101s, tad l\u0113n\u0101m atver. Tas ir neliels gredzenti\u0146\u0161 ar akmenti\u0146u:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    \u201cVai tu prec\u0113si mani, Inta? Vai v\u0113lies dal\u012bties visos nosl\u0113pumos, visos priekos un b\u0113d\u0101s ar mani vienm\u0113r?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Inta ir p\u0101rsteigta un aizkustin\u0101ta, t\u0101du Dzim\u0161anas dienas d\u0101vanu vi\u0146a nebija gaid\u012bjusi, asaras no jauna s\u0101k rit\u0113t vi\u0146ai p\u0101r vaigiem, tikai tagad t\u0101s ir prieka asaras:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    \u201cJ\u0101! J\u0101, Rimant, es to v\u0113los!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    \u201cEs m\u012blu tevi!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Rimanta apsk\u0101viens ir silts un mierino\u0161s unn, \u0161\u0137iet, nekas nevar to izboj\u0101t, bet pag\u0101tne joproj\u0101m \u201cdeg\u201d ar neatbild\u0113tu jaut\u0101jumu….<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    ————————————————————–<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Olga atgrie\u017eas m\u0101j\u0101s smagu sirdi, savu sadegu\u0161o sap\u0146u kr\u0101smat\u0101s. Ints… Vi\u0146as m\u012b\u013cais Ints, ar kuru vi\u0146 bija savas liel\u0101s dz\u012bves s\u0101kum\u0101…vi\u0146\u0161, pie kura vi\u0146a bija atst\u0101jusi visus savas b\u0113rn\u012bbas sap\u0146us, domas un cer\u012bbas… vi\u0146\u0161, kur\u0161 bija devis vi\u0146ai br\u012bv\u012bbas, neatkar\u012bbas un m\u012blest\u012bbas sp\u0101rnus, kuri nu ar varu tai atkal bija at\u0146emti, salauzti un tagad neviens nesp\u0113j tos vairs saremont\u0113t. T\u0101 nevar b\u016bt paties\u012bba! T\u0101 nav paties\u012bba! Dv\u0113sel\u0113 plos\u0101s ne\u017e\u0113l\u012bgas s\u0101pes un tuk\u0161ums vienlaic\u012bgi. Pasaule ir nogruvusi p\u0101ri vi\u0146ai un Olga nekad nesp\u0113s vairs uzlas\u012bt t\u0101s druskas, kas paliku\u0161as no t\u0101s p\u0101ri. Vi\u0146a neredz, k\u0101 gar autobusa logu gar\u0101m zib koki un par\u0101d\u0101s tik paz\u012bstam\u0101s vietas, neatceras, k\u0101 izk\u0101pusi no autobusa un nok\u013cuvusi l\u012bdz m\u0101j\u0101m. Olga attopas pie m\u0101jas durv\u012bm, joproj\u0101m neko neredzo\u0161\u0101m acim, vi\u0146a samekl\u0113 atsl\u0113gu un atsl\u0113dz durvis. Kam\u0113r vi\u0146a to dara, Duksis k\u0101 nepr\u0101t\u012bgs ri\u0146\u0137o apk\u0101rt smilkst un rej, vi\u0146a aste k\u016b\u013c\u0101jas pa zemi, ka smiltis put.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    \u201cDuksi! Manu Duks\u012bti, manu sun\u012bt!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Ak dievs! Olga noliecas un saglauda savu draugu, vi\u0146a nemaz nav padom\u0101jusi, cik noilgojusies p\u0113c vi\u0146a ir bijusi. Kad Olga atver m\u0101jas durvis, suns grib ien\u0101kt kop\u0101 ar vi\u0146as, bet Olga to maigi atstumj:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    \u201cPaliec nu, paliec!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Pati vi\u0146a sper soli p\u0101ri slieksnim- te t\u0101s ir-vi\u0146as m\u0101jas! Vieta, kur pavad\u012bta b\u0113rn\u012bba, vi\u0146as patv\u0113rums, vi\u0146as maz\u0101 Parad\u012bze. Viss ir t\u0101pat, k\u0101 tika palicis, pirms vi\u0146a pirms pusgada bija aizbraukusi, lai uzs\u0101ktu savas sap\u0146u studijas M\u0101kslas skol\u0101, lai uzs\u0101ktu savu lielo dz\u012bvi, to dz\u012bvi, kura bija vi\u0146u nesusi un… salauzusi. Dz\u012bve, par kuru vi\u0146a bija sap\u0146ojusi un p\u0113c kuras ilgojusies.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Tagad Olgai \u0161\u0137iet, ka pag\u0101ju\u0161i gadi, daudzi gadi, kop\u0161 vi\u0146a no \u0161ejienes izg\u0101jusi k\u0101 jauna, br\u012bva, dz\u012bvi alksto\u0161a meitene un tagad- tagad vi\u0146a gaida b\u0113rnu, no v\u012brie\u0161a, kur\u0161 bija vi\u0146as pirmais un, k\u0101 vi\u0146ai pa\u0161laik \u0161\u0137iet, vien\u012bgais. V\u012brietis, kura dz\u012bve ir tra\u0123iski p\u0101rt\u016bkusi…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    \u201cOlgas tante!\u201d Olgu no dom\u0101m realitat\u0113 atsauc maz\u0101 Dzinta balss \u201cmammu, mammu! Olgas tante atgriezusies!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Dzintars savu satik\u0161an\u0101s prieku nevilcin\u0101s izr\u0101d\u012bt pieskrienot pie Olgas un ap\u0137\u0113ries ap kaklu, nemaz vairs negrib atlaist.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Ar\u012b Olga, protams, priec\u0101jas atkalredz\u0113t savu mazo m\u0101sas d\u0113li\u0146u, vi\u0146a m\u012bl Dzintaru, jeb Dzin\u010di\u0146u, k\u0101 m\u0101j\u0101s vi\u0146u sauc, bet sirds vi\u0146ai tik smaga…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    \u201cTu esi b\u0113d\u012bga \u0161odien?\u201d mazias, \u0161\u0137iet, kaut ko nojautis, ba\u017e\u012bgi skat\u0101s uz tanti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    \u201cEs \u013coti priec\u0101jos tevi atkal redz\u0113t, Dzin\u010di\u0146! Biju p\u0113c tevis noilgojusies, tas ar\u012b viss!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    \u201cVai tu atvedi kaut ko gar\u0161\u012bgu?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Olga nepasp\u0113j atbild\u0113t, kad durv\u012bs par\u0101d\u0101s Elv\u012bra:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    \u201cOlga? T\u0101 tie\u0161\u0101m esi tu?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Olga bija atgriezusies bez br\u012bdin\u0101juma, par to sav\u0101s b\u0113d\u0101s vi\u0146a nebija pat iedom\u0101jusies, vi\u0146a tikai grib\u0113ja atgriezties sav\u0101 Laim\u012bgaj\u0101 Zem\u0113.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    \u201cElv\u012bra!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Tas ir viss, ko Olga var izteikt, pirms no jauna izpl\u016bst asar\u0101s. Elv\u012bra vi\u0146u apskauj- t\u0101 patie\u0161\u0101m ir atgrie\u0161an\u0101s m\u0101j\u0101s- tad pagrie\u017eas pret mazo puis\u012bti, kur\u0161 nu ne v\u0101rda nesakot st\u0101v tur liel\u0101m ac\u012bm;<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    \u201cD\u0113li\u0146, aizej, l\u016bdzu, paskaties, vai Duksis tur nebl\u0113\u0146ojas un vai visti\u0146\u0101m \u016bdens nav j\u0101ielej!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Dzintars aizskrien un tagad vi\u0146as ir br\u012bvas run\u0101t:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    \u201cM\u012b\u013c\u0101, vai kas atgad\u012bjies? Tu atgriezies daudz \u0101tr\u0101k, k\u0101 m\u0113s bij\u0101m gaid\u012bju\u0161i!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Olga purina galvu. Vi\u0146a nevar izteikt ne v\u0101rda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    \u201cAps\u0113dies!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Elv\u012bra aps\u0113dina Olgu pie galda un, iel\u0113jusi gl\u0101zi ar \u016bdeni, noliek to vi\u0146ai priek\u0161\u0101 uz galda. Olga iedzer, bet v\u0113l joproj\u0101m no sarun\u0101m ir izvair\u012bga:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    \u201cEs j\u016btos apv\u0101rgusi un nol\u0113mu atgriezties!\u201d vi\u0146a visbeidzot run\u0101.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    \u201cVai kas nopietns?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    \u201cJ\u016btos saaukst\u0113jusies…\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    \u201cVarb\u016bt ko ie\u0113d\u012bsi?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    \u201cNegrib\u0101s!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    \u201cBet tom\u0113r p\u0113c ce\u013ca..\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    \u201cMAN NAV APET\u012aTE!\u201d Olga negaid\u012bti pace\u013c balsi, tad pati, k\u0101 nokaun\u0113jusies, br\u012bdi pieklust \u201cpiedod!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    \u201cTas nekas, tev tagad j\u0101tp\u016b\u0161as!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Olga pam\u0101j un piece\u013cas. Vi\u0146a iet uz savu istabu, t\u0101 sagaida vi\u0146u ar koka smar\u017eu, ar za\u013cu gultas p\u0101rkl\u0101ju, saules stariem, kuri p\u0113cpusdien\u0101s te kr\u012bt starp kokiem un vi\u0146as pl\u012b\u0161u l\u0101c\u012bti, kur\u0161 v\u0113l joproj\u0101m uztic\u012bgi gaida vi\u0146u. Olga to pa\u0146em, iekr\u012bt gult\u0101 un \u013caujas sav\u0101m b\u0113d\u0101m. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

    (turpin\u0101jums augusta numur\u0101)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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